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this is stephen rolling up into a ball of anger and frustration at
his teacher
a string quartet
and probably himself
but more importantly
almost everything else around

bisexual just for you

after shaving off a bit of my right eyebrow, playing my audition for Chris, wine, shosticovich concert, more wine, watching a african-american male stripper promotion DVD featuring Pony Boy, wired, seeing lydia and kyrie, walking off a bit of inebriation, and walking back to my car talking to e

p.s. forget the exorcism of emily rose and great expectations, and all of those other movies. i'm happy.

Stephen Wang: a god among men

posts over the last two days

well whoopty-hell
got a job
Battle got his orders for iraq
and i just sat through a pretty awkward dinner.
bitches almost tricked me into eating crab >_<

new day
ever wake up and realize you accidently set your clock an hour ahead the night before when you were setting your alarm?

"well. stevan, your hat's not really helping the situation."
-D.Wang
i like that the city i live in is a test market because it means that i can get a liter of Vault, also called Surge, at wal-mart for 75 cents. the yang of that story is that i got pulled over on the way back to my house. stupid fididle.

Act three
Rofl rofl!!!
so i decided to shave off what little facial hair i've been able to grow over the last month, minus three days. Anyway, while attempting to do such... i shaved off part of my right eye brow!!!
Pwnt

i like the telephone

well i've decided that i'm not going to sleep tonight so that i can put an end to the going to bed at 5am, waking up at 11am nonsense that i've been going about for the last week. there's really not a reason why i should do this. i suppose i could get a job, which i need to do, but i can't really do that before i have my recording because that would not go well with the amount of time i've been practicing. my fingers taste like the metal on my strings. i went through old myspace mail that started on the 31st of May, and what the hell. well, this isn't really as productive as i thought it would be, so i'm going to stop now.

leaks

i like poem

cutting off so clean, it's so messy

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what did i get myself into? Nothing that drinks and 5 months won't cure, i hope because that's what i've got. Attempts at dialogue and closure aren't really not doing the opposite. somehow everything just becomes clumped together and backward:

roebyamitsujtnodtnawottegrevosihtniemosdewercspuesnesfoymecneicsnocbustsujgnittis
gnitiawekiladedrateryppupgodtahttogdekcoltuofoehtesuohretfastiylimafdevomyawa
gnirednownehwarailimafecaflliwemockcabdnateltiemohstillaarettamfinehwllitsisseug
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dnuosfosllebdnaootbmudottelotnotirootyasstahwgnimaercsedisnifoememockcabotememockcabotem

o+B= <1

it's so quiet outside right now, 4:44.
I can't think straight. I'm so tired, but everytime i go to bed, i think of all the things i have to get done before my audition and recordings.
"it's got me working all the time." thanks, cake.
in celebration of presidents' day, i wanted to make a list of all the reasons why not to celebrate our presidents by making an outline of horrible things that each president has done, but forget it. they're not worth it.
i say a flag burning would do just fine, but weren't they making a constitutional amendment to outlaw that? i never follow that jazz through.
Oh well.

cheers

646

eyeless contact. rejection.tea.schools.remorse.contempt.depression.long phone calls.release.productivity.a blonde in TN.scenarios(plans).recordings.auditions. practice.lessons.stress.soyshakes.cloves.sleep.partial lies.scrubs.bocca.mix cds.Blankets.partial truths.the section.audioblogger.duet practice.mozart.bach.hoffmeister.dont.scales.frustration.pwning it.being pwnt.bad teeth.worn clothes.girlscout cookies.fortune cookies.snow.ash.my room.days on end.blah blah blah. blah blah blah.

withoutdraw

i hate living in the antarctic, but thank god for the telephone. i keep finding old hairs in my room, but it doesn't much bother me anymore because like Saul said, "no man is an island, but i often feel alone." I've been finding much the same place that i didn't really ever wanted to be in that same old "ohm" that same old shit out the box that never really sent a message, the same old feeling i get when i'm put close up to sausage.

so a funny thing happened to me yesterday. i went to my doctor's app. and he pretty much told me that i'm not add, which is funny because there hasn't really been a time since 4th grade that i haven't been taking the medication for it. sweet.

Leaving it at

Today was a good day.

H8 V@L3NT1N32?

i wish i had turned on my xfire in the day or so before valentine's because this would have been very suiting.

MyBlackValentine

This one goes out to all of those dumped FPSers out there.
You pwn3r5 r001

dead white guys

for the twenty-two minutes that were left in yesterday, i had the best valentine ever. happy dead-flowers day. let's be lovers forever and be dull musicians - more lively than anyone else.

tunes

i saw Chicken Little tonight. it was awesome. i saw my dad in the movie before the resolution. i haven't a clue why it bombed. oh well

oh yeah

i posted up a sample of a new track i'm putting out on myspace.
if you just happen to click on The Trelas Myspace link on the right side of the blog
you just might hear it.
rofl

at least a post-it wasn't involved

a rewrite of last night-
I came home around 11. oops for not going to denny's. i completely forgot. anyways, i got back to find my mom and older brother still up. david was still dressed in his adorable army jogging suit. i looked at myself in the mirror and my eyes were all puffy and red, still damp and my nose was runny. i didn't really want to talk to my mom or brother, so i just went straight into my room, but they had already caught on to me being there. not a minute after i close my door, david walks in with an obnoxious "hey big guy." that's what our dad has refered to us as for all of our lives and probably will for the rest of his too. so i turn toward my book shelf, not really wanting to experience the awkwardness of the first "you okay?" from him. but he finally sees me and takes the unexpected turn.
"hahaha"
"huh?
"you see the new video game I got... with your big glazed over red eyes?"
"naw"
"okay, big guy. hahahha"
my brother is such a douche bag.
but it's all good.

sacrifices

everyone makes sacrifices. i make them everyday. starts with getting out of the warm bed. next comes taking the shower. then brushing the teeth; brushing the tounge. and then the mouth wash. oh and the flossing. if you floss, you're just a glutton for punishment. you're like buddha then. it's all sacrifice.

today i took my grandmother out shopping.
it was good until she started barking directions i should take.
see, my grandmother has a thing about remembering things.
she doesn't sometimes.
so when she started telling me about this food mark. i'd never been to
or even heard of in my life.
i thought she was talking about buy-low.
wrong move.
i was half way through my turn off of lincoln
when this little woman exploded like an altas,
almost scaring me enough to crash into a car.
she was set that she knew where the mark. was
and that i was going the wrong direction.
so i gave in, sitting up on my high car-seat,
positive that she would lead us into some part of the south side
i had never been to before in my life.
then we somehow ended up in the parking lot of the
mark. she wanted to go to all along.
i felt kind of bad, that when she had forgotten the street names
i automatically lost all faith in her direction.
but when i apologized, she didn't mind.
all she wanted was some cherry-pie filling, a bone for her dog 3.0
and some canned vegtables and fruit.
she even knew where all of those items were
after not being in that store for over 5 years.
she just went along dragging her support walker behind her
as she told me what to get.

Ending two weeks with Baileys

1.Billy Talent - Living in the Shadows
2.Saves the Day - All I'm Losing is Me
3.*Blink 182 - Down
4.*Weezer - Perfect Situation
5.Alkaline Trio - Crawl
6.Blink 182 - I Miss You
7.*Alkaline Trio - Bleeder
8.Queens of the Stone Age - No One Knows
9.Cake - Never There
10.Suit of Lights - Goodbye Silk City
11.Cake - No Phone

12.*Blink 182 - The Fallen Interlude
13.*Alkaline Trio - My Friend Peter
14.*Mock Orange - Ryans New Song
15.Pearl Jam - Hide Your Love Away
16.Blink 182 - Here's Your Letter
17.*The Mars Volta - Cygnus....Vismund Cygnus- Saracophagi - Umbilical Syllables - Facilis D
18.Cake - The Distance
19.Cake - I Will Survive

i'm going to move into a neighborhood and they'll get crack

Outside, having fun here, opening bird cages
Wondering if one will come back to teach how to fly
Watching as they steam up toward the night sages
With the cages all empty there's not a wing in the sky

Huddled up cold in the opening days of winter
pissed about never being able to remember to buy
a heavier jacket and if its amount - less than okay
pair of pants with the legs not torn out

Set out to gather some wood for the fire. All the
trees are cut down, but managed to find a tire
Going back to the house, locking up tight after night.
The sun sets on Alaska.

Weeks have gone bye and months are worn out
till the sound that only comes from something's mouth.
I finally see the day that I can go out of my house.

I walk to the ghost town square to stretch my legs a bit
Where I see a bird sitting on the hip of a statue of this man
no one knows the whereabouts. Immortalized forever in
this one man town. The bird sings out a song.
And stops does the drop of sand. I look at the time
glass in my eye. I notice that once out of my home
I was smaller then.
It asked me who I was
And replied
I "that snow... man"

I kind of like it for the obvious dope reference.
I other news, I burried my electric razor alive today upon being told that people liked me better when I shaved. Thanks, grandma. No, she wasn't the one who said it, but kind of wish she was.

Ending my two week relationship with Baileys

1.Billy Talent - Living in the Shadows
2.Saves the Day - All I'm Losing is Me
3.*Blink 182 - Down
4.*Weezer - Perfect Situation
5.Alkaline Trio - Crawl
6.Blink 182 - I Miss You
7.*Alkaline Trio - Bleeder
8.Queens of the Stone Age - No One Knows
9.Cake - Never There
10.Suit of Lights - Goodbye Silk City
11.Cake - No Phone

12.*Blink 182 - The Fallen Interlude
13.Alkaline Trio - My Friend Peter
14.Mock Orange - Ryans New Song
15.Pearl Jam - Hide Your Love Away
16.Blink 182 - Here's Your Letter
17.The Mars Volta - Cygnus....Vismund Cygnus- Saracophagi - Umbilical Syllables - Facilis D
18.Cake - Going the Distance
19.Cake - I Will Survive

Animal Cruelty?

as i was walking out the door to walk skyler, my grandmother mentioned something about him having a coat.
The only thing hurting on that dog is his pride.

Thank You India

So, the news is unclear, but it appears that Bollywood has made another classic.

Fight Club

There's no word yet on whether or not it is based on Chuck Palahniuk's book or if it's just a knock off, but despite the speculation, if this has singing, it's going on my dvd shelf right next to my copy of the Japanese zombie film Stacy. Whether it goes on the left or right side depends on the quality of its content.
Download the trailer. It's good.

Vegetarian Can't Bring Self To Eat IHOP's Funny Face Pancakes

The Onion
February 1, 2006 | Issue 42•05

BREMERTON, WA—During breakfast at the International House of Pancakes Monday, vegetarian Erica Legrand said she could not eat her Funny Face pancakes. "Not with those big maraschino eyes staring up at me," Legrand said. Upon further questioning, Legrand explained that she did not want break her "never eat anything with a face" rule.