Thursday, February 03, 2011

Chinese New Year

This past New Year a lot of things happened. I made a few resolutions i didn't keep, got too recrunkulous, found something that makes me happy, and thought that when the new year came I'd be a different person.
Needless to say, those resolutions didn't happen, and progress hasn't been made.
Honestly, I've just been so fat and happy that I haven't cared.
I've stopped being angry.
Good thing the Chinese have a different New Year. And since I'm feeling a little bit more Asian than Cauc today, I see this as a good time to think about every horrible thing my little mind can think up and meditate on it.
When everything is fine, why change?
I'll trick myself out of bliss and hope for a better tomorrow.

Damn it iPhone4

I wrote a long blog about how it's the Chinese New Year and how I've been so happy lately that I haven't followed through will my resolutions and how I'll use this Newer New Years to start working on those resolutions.
However, I hit the home button, and it didn't save the e-mail as a draft.
But that was pretty much it.
Stay angry and get it done.

Wednesday, February 02, 2011

Respawn Point

I'm sitting at Sushi's. Just got out of court. I sat there for a hour and a half just to say "hey, can we do this later?"
I've been spending most of my unemployment surfing the web filling out job applications and playing DoD. That is my nest of filth, but spirits are high.
If there's one thing i've taken from the accumulative 77 hours i've played that game is that after you fuck up and get fragged you always start back in the same spot. Everytime, you go back to the same spot. Your friends are there. Scores of kids that messed up just like you, all in the same spot.
I need to get a new respawn point.
Easier said than done.
For now, sitting at Sushi's, drinking wine, and smoking his Camels will do just fine.