there was a dog slaved to a post, barking at me two-hundred yards away

With a hole in my hand, i try to hold yours
but it is like a hand grasping sand
the way i believe you'll understand.
There's a whole best-friend species broken as we achieve over the land
but our kin's left under us
no longer able to understand.
And so i try not to understand
because it's though redemption is a line
now just a dot down the incline;
a speck of sand that falls through the hole
in my hand.

well it looks like we're all that's left...

no... we're all that ever was.


jeff just got me into the best band called ben folds five and it is cool
yeah - i've got nothin'

mark and i are pretty bad people,
and we will grow up to be very bad people

Last night.... i was 0w3d

This means bad things for two girls I know.
Very, very bad things.

This seems neat

Apathy: it's what's for breakfast, lunch, and dinner

Right now i'm trying to think of what I'm thinking of a good buddy leaving. I don't think it's bad, the fact that it doesn't really strike a chord with me. I think it's weird how i don't really miss any of my friends whenever they leave. I don't think it's that i don't actually care for them. Maybe my mechanism for dealing with things is indifference.
I don't care.

I feel like posting song lyrics or something

or playing RTS or FPSs while watching P.Pwnage for a week

Here's a Thick Slice of Information

Tom's Hardware Guide just put out a pretty good article about Pure Pwnage with an interview of both Jeremy and Kyle. It's pretty sweet.

A big part of the gaming lifestyle is going for long stretches of time without sleeping or eating. "It was like 54 hours was my longest single session," says Jeremy. "I ate once, a couple of bathroom breaks, playing Zero Hour. By the end I was kinda seeing stuff, I decided that I should probably sleep. But don't tell my mom that because I told her it was only 36 hours and she was pretty mad. She thought I went to school that day, but I didn't leave my room for like two days. It was good times"

Change up... noob

So instead of complaining about all of the things in the world I don't like, I thought I'd share something that pwns with all you noobs.

Click me!


This greatness, linked above, is call Pure Pwnage (pure ownage), and it pretty much owns. There's 7 episodes in the season that they currently have out and each one is a crap-load of giggles. The show is a fictional account of the life of a hardcore pro-gamer which is filmed as a reality television show. It is Canadian. The show is even listed on wikipedia.org under Pure Pwnage. This show is basically what I've been doing with my free time for the last few days along with my renewed addiction to RTS (real-time strategy, retard). The last few days, FPSs and RTSs have been all I've been doing.

Murdering an Ideology

so after being betrayed by PBS Nova, i feel like a little bit of belly-aching

I just turned off the tv and walked out of my room after said program showed the footage taken from a Predator Drone as Taliban officials were systematically murdered by bombs.
Fireworks are neat, but I've always been under the impression that when people who are running from them are hit with them, it turns suddenly not fun.
It just seems like we (the human race) should have evolved from this Neanderthal way of thinking: you hit me, so I'm going to hit you back - harder.
Both sides of this fight are so dumb
they don't know when to stop, and the sad thing is that when smart people come across this grave error in their judgment, they are too captivated by the struggle, too entertained, to do anything about it.
Instead of guiding the two dumb sides like parents would a child, we videotape it for the scrap books.
"hey, remember back in 2001 when i got in a fight with Afghanistan?
that's right.
I kicked his ass"

I'm starting to sympathize with the "terrorists."
They're like those geeks in school that just get pissed off with all the swirlies and taunting in the hallways - being ignored

I don't know. I can't get my thoughts together.
i'm just so pissed/horrified that our society is condoning such horrible actions
by showing them on television right after the cartoons.

"you're sleeping your sweet life away..."

good days
but oh so unproductive
except now that i think about it
they've been oh so much more
productive than most since schools ended
what's up with that, self?

take the nipple off your forehead and
get back to work
be productive and rule the world
nothing can limit you because
you are limitless

invincible and immortal
no superpower can make you feel inferior
because you are super
and all others have met their match

the law, the government
the strongest man in the world,
not even the govenator
can take you down
because they will all soon be sacked

i am different
time itself cannot even hold
your life to be finite.

i believe I shall start this day off with a nap

i do not do drugs. i AM drugs

the past few days have been the top of the pops for me.
it's kind of weird for me to think so because I'm thinking back on what exactly has put me in such a mood, what accomplishments i have made that should present me with such goody gum-drop feelings, and I haven't a one.
Now I could go on and be trite with how I hung out with my girlfriend and how "hyper-cool" that was, but I think only blan descriptions will have to do so that I do not make the fives and tens of those reading my blog vomit a bit in their mouths.

I am romance.

Now, SteVen must go find a job.

It's picture time, girls!

well... i guess I know for certain now - my glasses were not ass proof


What a heterosexual couple...


... but if you add a hose to that mix, even Noah wouldn't be able to stay dry

"No, romance is a strawberry flavor condom and some massage oil. Lava lamps are just cool."
-Mark Andrew Boyer

Mark and I are the coolest people in the world

for some reason unknow to us, Mark and I sometimes randomly break into little fits of swearing. we can't really help it. it's our parents faults, i'd say.

shit.