Friday, October 28, 2005

"Little soldiers need hugs too, and wish you would."

okay, i usually don't rag on people's music, and there is really no reason to. i mean no matter how trite the listener might see the music to be, it is a completely new interpretation, no matter how similar to other expressions, of ideas by an artist. plus, getting a song put together at all is pretty painstaking to do, not to mention TIME CONSUMING and a drain on dedication. so props to anyone who's a recording artist.

But i guess i'm in a dickhead, elitist mood where i feel that i can ridicule others who've accomplished much more than i have.

with that said, i encourage you all to visit this link and listen to is great (lol), great song by CADE entitled "1980somethin."

enjoy

again here's the link to this mountain moving song:
CADE - 1980somethin

(lol)
p.s. i'm a dick

"so if you hang out at abortion clinics, are you spawn camping?"

just a little insight into the Wang family bond


[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ya fuck valve
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: im .3 ghz and 512 mb ram short
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: and it sez my vid card blows
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: then steam laughed at me
noobjenkins646: >_< fuck steam
noobjenkins646: i'm telling mom to get you more ram and a graphics card
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: heh
noobjenkins646: tookie made fun of me for playin tribes
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: how bout this (cRiPs)Stewie
noobjenkins646: hahah
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ya tribes is ghey
noobjenkins646: that is not funny at all
noobjenkins646: hey, it's still pretty good for being like 1000 years old
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: (cRiPs)qualhogkiller
noobjenkins646: did you see my post on the forum?
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: no
noobjenkins646: lol
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: quahogkiller
noobjenkins646: yeah, i basically gave my steam account to my friend mark for a bit so that i would stop playing vid games and play viola more
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: hahahaha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: looser
noobjenkins646: dude, you spelled loser wrong
noobjenkins646: loser lol
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: your a loser
noobjenkins646: ....
noobjenkins646: i hate you
noobjenkins646: what;s AWPS?
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: i ghey cs rifle
noobjenkins646: lol
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: how bout (cRiPs)superstudly
noobjenkins646: how about [cRiPs]GHEYMASTER
noobjenkins646: hahahaha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: i was talking about your name
noobjenkins646: yeah right
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: u can be gheymaster if you want
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: you can be shut the fuck up
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: oooooo
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: hey stephen
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: yes?
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: how bout a nice glass of "shut the fuck up"
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: hahahaah
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: you wanna speak into the mic?
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: why
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: i got a back up mic
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: lol
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: hahah
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: i start work tomorrow
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: yaaaah
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: where at?
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: pep boys again
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: the ghey bar?
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: cool
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: and the gay bar
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: hahgahhahahah
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: i could pimp you out
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: lol give my camry spinners
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: i could use an extra 3 bucks
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: hahahahaha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: hahahahahaha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: hahahahahhaha
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: ghey
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ah
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ah
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: he
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: he
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ho
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ahhhh
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ha
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: hahahah you fucked up typing two words
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ha
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: hahahahaah
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: nub
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: no
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: yeha
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: ahha
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: sure
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: why don't you go and like take a keyboarding class
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: im watching season 3 of family guy
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: i'm sure they still have that mario type program
[cRiPs]noobjenkins646: how is it?
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: i still got 15 episodes to go
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: alllll right!
[cRiPs]BATTLEMASTER: giggidy giggidy

Monday, October 24, 2005

i never knew that bettering myself could leave me wanting to punch everyone

so i have decided to actually stop smoking.
no smoking half smoked cigarettes out of my car's ashtray
no bumming them off of people.

and as a result of my quest to head off lung cancer...

god has seen fit to make everyone in my life try to annoy the shit out of me all at once.
or maybe it's that whole nicotine thing...
no. it's god making me pay for all those times i've called god my bitch

well, i hear it's better after the third day.

that is if i'm not facing battery charges before then
it's day two.
almost home.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

i hear the white man is no angel

"as the old saying goes
if you can't nuke 'em.
starve them
and drop food on them"
-Sole

maybe it's because i'm dead

here at iu i am again. teeth sore because i didn't sleep last night and my teeth like dirty dancing with each other when i go without sleep. i just need to keep up not eating solids with milkshakes. so i guess that means no more steaks.
sooo tired. two hour drive up here. one and a half hours of studying material i've had months to go over. two hour test. 46 questions and 7 essays. all hand written. i've got a blister on my right index finger, and yes. it will linger because of luck so awesome it is only mine.
i've been thinking of doing a double major. concert performance on the viola and something that has to do with hip hop. i just can't really get into listening to other music anymore. watch out world. here i come armed with a viola and a beat machine on my 6 year old laptop with a broken screen.
i am a machine

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Jobs ain't nothing but free pens and long distance calls


sage and i


the guitarist touring with sage (forgot his name) and i (bastard for not remembering names)

This was the last song of the concert. I can't really remember what he said, but it was along the lines of we're going to make such a connection with eachother through this song that the roof of this building will blow off and the sky will rain just for us.

Bridle

Maze broken
She’s runnin’
Feet swollen
He’s comin’
She’s stolen
And before he even knows it she’s gone.
Tea cups sittin’ on the hollow tree stumps
He’s dumped, and can’t seem to swallow these lumps
The beat goes on…

Same fire
New passion
Old flame
Trade it in for a summer fling
There’s nothing like that sweet old song…

Tip over
Root the trees
Bend the leaves
Blend in with the open wound
The freeze frames keep him warm…

The day’s frost is scrapped off the weight loss
The new sign that says keep off
As he speeds off into the storm…

Out of spite the lighting strikes him twice
He’s peeking out on the pike and cheatin life
Pealing out on the lawn

Now he’s idling
His time is dwindling
In his mind he’s figuring out life’s about the little things
And his labyrinth
And all his magnificent can only keep the mice trapped
The princess is innocent
She doesn’t belong…

(I never thought I’d miss you)
They had a ceremony where he put her in a bridle, the headstall…
She stopped to think for a minute, and in a split second went AWOL.
(I never thought I’d miss you)
He draws in the chin as in a expression of resentment or scorn

He’s pullin’ on the reigns, the bridle, the shower the storm
The maze, the high tower, clouds are at war…
The reigns, the bridle, the shower, the storm…
The maze, high tower, clouds are at war
The reigns, the bridle, the shower, the storm…
The maze, the high tower, clouds are at war, clouds are at war, clouds are at war...

(I never thought I’d miss you)


SOLE (the coolest rapper with red hair) and i


swamburger and i


alexandrah and i


DiViNCi (craziest mofo on the beat machine) and i


Here's the last song on Sol illaquists of Sound's set.


"Mark It Place"

VERSE 1
(Swam and Alex)
I heard that black and Hispanic consumers were considered the easiest target markets on the scene since DAMAGED and USED jeans.

I heard that chris columbus discovered nothing but native's living here he killed them and you senselessly celebrated your thanksgiving here.

I heard that GUESS clothing used to be a symbolic sign for homosexuals to identify like kinds.

I heard that kids are only most likely to read cigarette ads placed conveniently low enough for them to see

HOOK
this is the market place, hucksters, monopolies, schools of charts, diagrams, programs, microchips.
this is the market, advertising slight of hand
out the corners of the public eye, supplying what the times demand
this is the market place, piggy banks, open hand, gimme some, kill a man, business move, billboard.
this is the market place, from field of dreams -
growing goodness it would seem, but solely strictly fortified to control your mind

VERSE 2
I saw an anorexic woman taking the place of a cellulite reality on every magazine cover actually.

I saw photos of area 51 by satellites in the air,
but the government says it doesn't exist, so they still claim it isn't there

I saw subliminal messages in the movie theater flashing popcorn in between cuts to make me buy later.

I saw the american flag, waving proudly on its own without a care,
but it was on the moon, and there's no wind out there

I saw the small print answer that may cause cancer. I saw the government give cheese to break-dancers.

I saw graduation speeches saying, "all are individuals"
everyone's listening wearing identical robes and following traditional rituals

I saw the world capitalize on death to benefit the patriot then claim to remember once the revolution was televised.

I saw women crying, mutilated, tricked as victims, worried thinking,
"I don't fit the definition someone else created."

(HOOK)

VERSE 3
I know the game had better stop before we run out of crops. half of the food you eat now yo, it's made from props.

I know that often lives we're living don't reflect the life we're given
all the differs from the self, and what we all consider wealth

I know the world don't move to the beat of one drum cause the heart cost money but my hands are numb.

I know that we are taught to follow, and not taught to follow through
it's hopeless if you're looking down on leaders, cause: it's up to you.

Friday, October 14, 2005

I'm "Stumped like the rain forest"

So i just got done watching Super Size Me and, like a noob, i've decided that I should quit smoking.... well, actually not. Let me give myself credit of having a mind because i was actually talking to Ben about this being the perfect time to quit smoking last night after the concert. It's the perfect time for me to quit because i'm not in Evil and i have no idea where i can find Djarum Vanilla Clove cigarettes - now the only kind of cigarette that doesn't taste horrible to me - up in Indy. So, four more to go, then i will stop. And by "stop" i mean, "all of my friends will have to make sure i don't buy cigarettes and take them from me when i try to be sneaky."
And, while i'm at it... i kind of don't want to say this because it will probably turn out to be one of those fake promises but.... i should probably give up gaming also. My wrists and palms have been aching along with the left side of my lower back. Plus, if i practiced as much as i do gaming, i would not be sitting at home feeling like the direction my life is headed is towards a wall.
... and i guess even if i do start up gaming again, Mark will have enough time to not be completely my property every time i play him... i wouldn't say i pwn him as much as i would say that "Stephen's Bullet Bitch" is printed across his forehead. Sorry, i haven't gamed in a few days, and the trash talk is building up.

Well, here goes cigarette 1 of 4. At the rate i've been going, i will be down to 4 of 4 by tomorrow night at the latest.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

greatest show of my life

Guess who fuckin' hugged Sage Francis last night.
Fuckin' i did...
bitches...

I'll put the pictures up from the show whenever I get back into town.

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

leaving on a jet plane



and in other news...
"Yes, Stephen. I like to look at pornographic images of cartoon characters."
-Emily Joest

*if interested in meeting the person quoted above, contact me and i'll give you her number FOR FREE.
^_^

Monday, October 10, 2005

there is no future. each day i wake up, it's still the present.

well i sat down to blog
and a musquito decided to come bug me.
since i won't kill it
i'm going to go practice
later

Saturday, October 08, 2005

are you at the point in your life that you thought you would be?

nope nope nope.
just got done playing video games.
nope nope nope.


*yes that's a middle finger ^