Baby Steps

The other day it was like waking up after having a crazy dream. I got out of bed, still groggy from the pills that calmed me down, and felt renewed. It was all just the side chemical productions that yielded this feeling, but it was new and refreshing. I realized that everything I had worked for in my life wasn't really important. Mainly because I never really worked that hard for anything. Everything has been so easy and mediocre. That probably goes for most of the company I've been keeping also. So there I stood. Realizing that it'd be a good idea to change. Change, however, is a huge bitch to get underway, which is the first test to see if it's possible. Keep steppin'.