Throw Aways

Remember tha Ren and Stimpy cartoon where they're on the space ship?
Well, on the space ship there's a giant red button that says "Don't Press"
They're awe struck by this button.
Obsessed.
Finally at the end of the episode, they push it and it blows up their space ship.

This is the game I've been playing, and that is the result I've got.
Time and time again, I push the button
Not because I think the end will change,
but because I like the end result.

Train Wreck

May 27th
12pm: The phone rings, waking me up.
I hear about that thing everyone my age sees as an complete shortcoming.
It's talked over.

1pm: I say everything the manual says should make it better.
I pick up smoking again.

3pm: I start packing up my apartment.
My G-Unit needs more help getting about.
The rest of this month is a blur

Thursday

Walking around downtown typing this blog.
Hung out at Hammer Heads. Everyone thought I wad drunk.
Dropped my drunk cousin off at home.
Was upset.
Talked about my friend's abortion.
Went to Hammer Heads.
Went to the Peephole.
Watched Night At The Museum with the Mum.
I don't know how to feel about keeping my morals and also playing a realistic character.
The character he wants me to play works in the meat dept. at BuyLow.
Read over a script Kevin wrote.
Went and recorded/played some music with Ben.
Took Jess back to Grammer's.
Jess got a headach.
Went to get sushi afterward.
Oliver pottied on his shirt.
Went on a dog walk with Laura and cuz Jessica and the dogs Chainsaw and Oliver.
Woke up again.
Fell asleep.
Took my mom to work.
Got home after a heavy night of drinking.
I run off of failed hopes and boozes.

Today

Left brad's place
Drank a great fruity beer. Still wasn't wasted.
Met Zach and Clayton on the porch.
Drove to Brad's.
Left the bar to take my cousin home to see her dog.
Drank a bunch of more fruity drinks.
Almost got in a fight with two lesbians. I didn't even try to.
Made friends with the huge drunk guy. Helped him buy cigarettes.
Almost got in a fight with a huge drunk guy I'd never seen before.
Went to hammer heads and ordered a fruity drink.
Left peephole with Laura and Jessica and Sushi.
Met a few new people and finished my fourth fruity drink.
Talked to Tabytha. She really loved the Manchester Orchestra show. Said that she felt like her life could've ended at the end of it and she'd be fine.
Got to peephole and ordered a fruity drink.
Ate birthday dinner for my mom with the family.
Fixed myself a cup of high energy tea.
Helped a little to bake a vegan coconut cream pie.
Went shopping for pie stuffs.
Hung out with Sushi and B Perk.
Went to Penny Lane to read an international relations mag.
Woke up.