i never knew that bettering myself could leave me wanting to punch everyone

so i have decided to actually stop smoking.
no smoking half smoked cigarettes out of my car's ashtray
no bumming them off of people.

and as a result of my quest to head off lung cancer...

god has seen fit to make everyone in my life try to annoy the shit out of me all at once.
or maybe it's that whole nicotine thing...
no. it's god making me pay for all those times i've called god my bitch

well, i hear it's better after the third day.

that is if i'm not facing battery charges before then
it's day two.
almost home.