yeah, it's night

I feel like i let mark down tonight
I know that it was just moving a car
but it feels like more than that
more than trivial

Fuck, i've been letting shit down lately
like - not even just other people,
but myself too
everyone i told "yeah I've already sent it off" to,
sorry - my name is jacob and

i am a liar

I'm going to go finish editing
and writing
and finishing

...stuff

but maybe i'm a tired liar