...fu....damnit

so right now, theres about nothing that is going to motivate me into picking up my viola.
Even though, I do have to finish/start a composition for my theory final tomorrow
and it would be nice if i did practice those scales i'll be recording after school
but seriously, i've been conditioned into thinking whatever i play is bullshit
thanks chris
so maybe this is it
and i've been wasting all my mom's hard earned pay